Your producer type
The Discerning Producer
You have something a lot of producers never develop: taste. You hear the difference between nearly right and actually right. You listen closely, you care about quality, and you're rarely fooled by your own work.
You'll probably recognise some of this
A folder of tracks that are close to finished, some of them for months or years. Sessions that turn into re-listening rather than making. That strange thing where a track sounds exciting on Tuesday and embarrassing on Thursday, and you no longer know which day was telling the truth.
I've interviewed a lot of producers with your pattern. One had more than sixty finished tracks and had released none of them. Not because they weren't good, but because he could no longer tell whether they were.
Here's the realisation
Your standards aren't the problem. Your calibration is. After enough re-listens, everyone loses perspective. It's how ears work, not a personal failing.
And the usual fix doesn't help: mates say "sounds great", online communities say "nice one", and you learn nothing. What you actually need is an honest, experienced ear, and somewhere it's normal to share work before it's perfect.
Something to try this week
Take one nearly-finished track, give it one final one-hour session, then send it to someone whose ears you trust and ask one question: "What's the single biggest thing you'd change?"
One question gets you honesty. "What do you think?" gets you kindness.
What you might get from Gyu Studio Sessions
If any of this rings true, GSS might be a useful place for you. Each month there's a project to work on, with a clear task and project files, so you're making rather than re-listening. And on the Premium tier, you'd share your work in a small community and get honest feedback from me each month. Not "sounds great, mate", but the specific, useful kind.
For someone with your ears, that tends to do something quietly important over time: it recalibrates your judgement, until you can trust it again.